As time goes on he and his wife get divorced (inferred from when he smashes the bride and groom topper) and she leaves him. He starts drinking, which reminds hime of his father. Even when he is home, he is still seprated from his wife and friends. He joined the military and still suffers from the effects of ptsd. His mother and father appear to be addicts and as he gre up he grew away from them. Great song that really symbolizes how broken this mans life is. I wish I could forget it all, forgive them, let them in, but never, never will I, or can I, I had to stand alone, against everyone to do what was right, so f*k them, I sit here remembering everything and its raining, forever. Other sister - she does not believe that my father or brother did any of it, so she has disowned us, but I only did what I could, what was right. (he was freed because not enough evidence).
So I left him alone and did not stand by his side during prob the worst time in his life.
I'm pretty sure that he is upset with me, but he is gone.īrother - the 2 sisters also said my brother molested them (3 years difference) I couldn't believe that because I was so close to my brother, but I stood with my sisters because hey, I'm their older brother, what are you going to do. My father - he molested 2 of my three sisters, so I testified in court against him and sent him to jail. I went a little nuts when my hs sweetheart died in a car crash. My mother - died when I was 12, but I have not lived how she raised me. While this is a slightly depressing song, lyrically and instrumentally, it's also a kind of empowering song, I think.ĭude, the writer of this song must have spied on my life, tell me this is a weird a* coincidence. If someone wronged you, you have a choice, you can forgive them, and always remember, or you can ignore them for the rest of your life, or you can f*ck them over just as they did to you. I always wonder, if he was still alive today (not that I would really care) if he would be happy with who I am.Īs far as the second verse goes, my brother and I weren't always close, but even though we don't talk every day, we're still family, and though we may not always be there for each other, we're there for when it matters, even if that means it's just a phone call or a text.Īs for the rest of the song (mainly the chorus) it's about never forgetting what makes you who you are. My dad on the other hand, killed himself when I was like 6 or 7 or something. I truly feel like I'm the daughter she never wanted. Even in the first verse of the song I immediately relate. All the fights, all the feelings of being betrayed. This song reminds me of all the hardships my family has been through. If we could start again, would that change the end? It all went by so fast I still can't change the past Please forgive me, I can't forgive you now. I'll burn it all to the ground, before I let you run You say I'll never change but what the fuck do you know? It's a long and lonely road, when you know you walk alone I only did, what I thought was truly right If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets?įor never standing by you, or being by your side If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain? In my heart I know I failed you, but you left me here alone Here, interior designers from around the South share their predictions for what's trending in kitchen design for 2022 and beyond.Cause in your eyes, I just never added up We're turning away from big-box stores and toward vintage items-first, out of necessity due to supply-chain issues, and now, for design reasons-to add charm and character to every room in the house, including the kitchen. An overall trend toward celebrating the history and originality of our homes is displacing ultramodern aesthetics and sharp lines as we all look to create cozier, colorful, more personalized spaces that better suit our lifestyles. 16 Kitchen Design Trends Southern Designers Predict Will Be Everywhere in 2022 There's no denying how the pandemic fundamentally changed the world-including how we live (and work) inside our homes.